Do You Color Outside the Lines?

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“Ha! We took bets on whether you could color outside the lines – the resounding answer was NO.”

That was my friend’s response after seeing my first masterpiece.

It happened about a year ago. I was home with the flu and my Bible study group kindly brought me groceries (actually, they left the bag on the porch, rang the doorbell, and took off – not that I blamed them). However, at the bottom of the bag was a coloring book and crayons. I laughed at first but by that time, I had been stuck in the house for over a week. It hurt my eyes to read, so I picked up the coloring book and began to color. When I posted a drawing on social media, my friends teased me, “we knew you’d never color outside the lines!” In my defense, I did draw a cross in the back of the ballroom and on the princess’s book 😉 I decided it was time for them to meet Jesus.

Truly, I love my Bible study group. For the past several weeks, they have patiently listened to my frustrations regarding the Bible study I am writing.

“I just can’t seem to finish  chapter 5.”

“Well, why don’t you just start working on chapter 6?” someone asked.

“Because I want to finish chapter 5.

This was not the first time one of them made this suggestion, but I like things to be done in order. It just seems wrong to write chapter 6 before I finish chapter 5. Yet, they gently challenged me, “what if God has a different order in mind?”

I’ll admit it. I struggle for control. Perhaps you can relate. Maybe in your workplace or relationships … even health can become an area over which we obsess to maintain control. But what if by clinging to our own way, we miss something wonderful God wants to teach us or do through us? What if all of this striving for control is precisely what keeps each of us from experiencing the Spirit-led life of power and adventure our hearts crave?

Here’s what I’ve found: very often our struggles are not a control issue; they’re a trust issue. Control is an illusion. The truth is that all of us are utterly dependent on God for absolutely everything – even our very breath comes from Him (Genesis 2:7). When we are faced with taking a step of faith, whatever it may be: a new ministry, marriage, trusting Christ for the first time, (or writing a chapter out of order), the real question is: do we trust God enough to “step out of the boat” – and that may require letting go of some fears.

Do you remember the story in Matthew 14 where the disciples are in a boat caught in a raging storm? When Jesus comes toward them walking on the water, they are terrified. But when Jesus calls out to them, Peter recognizes Jesus and steps out of the boat! Verse 29 says “Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus.” We get so focused on verse 30 “But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink…” that we forget the fact that the man had the guts to step out of the boat! If you and I really want a Spirit-led life, we’re going to have to get out of the boat (or color outside of the lines).

But in order to do that, we will need to face the fears that vie to have control over us. It is going to look different for each of us. Below are some of the deeper fears I struggle with, and the Truth I have been praying to overcome them. Perhaps you can relate:

God, I am afraid that if I “step out of the boat,” You will not be with me.

“behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.” (Matthew 28:20)

God, I am afraid of what people will think of me.

“Stop regarding man in whose nostrils is breath, for of what account is he?” and “… am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? … If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ.” (Isaiah 2:22; Galatians 1:10)

God, I am afraid that I will look foolish.

Blessed are you when people hate you … exclude you and revile you … on account of the Son of Man! Rejoice … for your reward is great in heaven; for so their fathers did to the prophets.” and “If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Luke 6:22-23; Romans 8:31)

God knows we are weak and fearful creatures. But for those who trust in Him, nothing will be impossible for “God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.” (2 Timothy 1:7)

How about you? What are you struggling with? What promises from God’s Word will you claim today? Leave your comment below and let’s encourage one another with His promises.

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Comments

  1. Sandi April 7, 2016 #

    Love, LOVE this!! I need to print this and carry it with me. Thank you, dear Shadia. ?

  2. John Francen April 7, 2016 #

    Thank you for the encouraging words. I fear not being able to take care of myself in my old age ( I will be 80 on my next birthday and I have many physical challenges). I know that God will see me through this part of my journey, just as He has gotten me through all of the past obstacles, and I know it is both good and right to depend upon Him, but sometimes I need to be reminded to keep ahold of His hand.

    • Shadia Hrichi April 8, 2016 #

      So true, John. We are so utterly dependent on Him. At the same time, in His grace, He created His people to be a family so that we do not have to walk through our trials and struggles alone. Praise His Name!

      • Rita Labrock April 17, 2016 #

        Reading this was as if I was given a most comfortable chair in the shade w a big glass of iced tea in the heat of summer.

        • Shadia Hrichi April 17, 2016 #

          Thank you for your encouragement, Rita. I’m so glad it blessed you 🙂

  3. Kami Miranda Halvorsen September 26, 2016 #

    Shadia,
    Yes I truly see control of self as a trust issue and it is an action that doesn’t end but is included in the steps that move us forward in our decision process… Thank you for your writing and sharing.

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